so?

A lot has gone on with me to. *shrugs* we can’t change what we’ve done but we can change the future. 

I wish

No you don’t want anything back. Lots has gone on including other girls. I’m safe to say you are better as u are now b

I wish

No you don’t want anything back. Lots has gone on including other girls. I’m safe to say you are better as u are now b

I love you

I just clicked on your personal blog and saw your posts. I miss you too. And Steven I love you. Yea, you messed up. But I don’t care anymore. I just want us to work it out. I understand having everything remind you of someone. Everything I do reminds me of you some how some way. I hate that you’re being destructive. Come back my love. We’ll work it out. You say I deserve much better but for fucks sake I tried okay? I freaking tried to move on. I tried meeting other guys. None of them compare. You’re still the one. There is no better to me. That’s what I’ve been trying to tell you since we met. Just… Talk to me please. It’s what I want. I do love you.

lovee-and-dream asked: Err yea I'm serious? Lol was that a good are you serious? Cause that's what I'm taking it as. And I did that a couple weeks ago as well. And I'm eating okay I guess lol

Y? Even Nikki hates me now. I need to drop off the face of the earth

andiloveyou82 asked: I want to talk to you so bad...

Why?? I’m a fuck up. Both my sisters are pissed at me too if I just dropped off the planet it would be better for everyone.

lovee-and-dream asked: Then email me. But honestly you're right. Real life is harder than the movies... but it's still possible. You just have to try

are you serious? i looked at ur video over and over just to hear your voice last night.  are you eating okay?

I want to just sit down and talk to him. About everything.

lovee-and-dream asked: It's never to late. Haven't you seen letters to Juliet or the notebook? :)

jazz you know im computer illiterate on tumblr.  yes ive seen both but thats just movies.  not for real life fuck ups.